assalamualaikum and hello 

have you ever wondered , 

who will you be for the next five years 

or maybe ten years ?

for the senorita ,

are you gonna be a full time house wife 

with degree or master qualification ?

babysitting your babies , 

folding your unfinished clothes 

working like a machine without any rest time ?

im now 19 

without any guarantee that i wont fold my kids nappy ,

and be a maid for the whole day .

back then . 

few years before , 

i was a soppy sad girl 

without confident and having trouble in raising

my own self esteem .

and at one point i've decided , 

decided to make myself being visible 

and easy for others to be like 

"ey naz , youre the most bla bla bla right ?"

i started to involve in leadership and soft skills improvement 

activities guided with a very excellent teacher .

i was a pembimbing rakan sebaya (known as PRS)

then because i dont have enough confident at that time , 

i used to participate in the event that doesnt require me 

to speak in front of others .

i was the secretaries for scouts , 

the vice president for football team 

and for debate , 

i was in the debate tab department . 

and i used to be the AJK for any school events 

that is how i started to involve in this kind of activities 

for me , being a nerd is very stressful
you should be a lillte bit naughty
but make sure that you always bring you brain together
together with your naughtiness .
get it right ?

and next , holding a mic in front of others is not a big deal for me
i can talk and i can pitch what ever i wanted
without feel afraid of what others might say .

guys ,
if you really have a weakness ,
try to be good at your weakness and deal with it

trust me ,
you worth it .